Everyone is familiar with the old chestnut, "you don't know what you have until it's gone." Usually it's used in the context of loss -- a person, a thing, a relationship -- but I'd like to turn that around and apply it to losing a feeling. Stress.
Of course, I knew I was stressed. I talked about being stressed, feeling stressed, and Oh, the ache in my shoulders! Everyone around me expressed concern, sometimes with sympathy but often with increasing frustration at my inability to truly grasp how unhealthy my life had become.
I was allowing the things in my life I hated most to completely control me, and I let it happen for far too long. I got so accustomed to the weight of the world on my shoulders that I couldn't imagine daily life without it, so I stopped trying.
But no more! To paraphrase a truly terrible pop hit, I can breathe for the first time (yeah, yeah). Now that I'm moving past the horrors of leaving a job, moving, and starting a new job in the space of two weeks (not a path I recommend, by the way), the realization that I am in control of my life again is dawning. That weight has been lifted and it feels damn good.
In related news, prepare for a focus shift on this here blog. I still consider myself a member of the jewelry industry, but my attention will be directed toward the advancement and adoption of new technologies and how we as a group can move forward into a new era of creating, buying, and selling.
You'll see the hashtag #womenintech popping up, alongside #jewelrypeople and of course #3dprinting. I'm still working on some sort of jewelry-tech hybrid hashtag (#3Diamonds?), and genius suggestions are welcome. Find me on other social channels and please do say hello! I'm busting out of the retail box and I'm ready to forge ahead, blazing new trails.
There's a lot of hard work and excitement headed my way. Carpe opportunitatem!